The Boy

He was the boy who made me smile and laugh

He was the boy who made me frown and cry

He was the boy I told my secrets to

He was the boy I dreamt about

He was the boy who stole my heart the day we met

He was the boy who broke it the day he took his life

He was the boy who would hold me close

He was the boy I first truly kissed

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Okay,so today was a rollercoaster day.Some things that happened were good,others well,not so good.I couldn't sleep last night cause I was thinking about Jimmy.I was really sad about him.Then when I woke up this morning he was still on my mind.So,I was bummed about that.It didn't feel like Friday,more like a Tuesday.I don't know why,but it was a ( Read more... )

If yesterday was the saddest day of my life,then today was the hardest.Today was Jimmy's funeral.It was at St. John's Catholic Church.Erin went to first period,then picked me up.We got there about nine thirty maybe.At first there weren't very many people.We saw Brent,Mandalyn,and Casey.The pew they were in was full so we sat a couple behind them.I ( Read more... )

Today was Jimmy's showing.Erin took me and we met Morgan and Jessika there.It was so much harder than I thought it would be.We got to the funeral home,and were getting ready to go in.Then this lady stopped us before we went in.She said she was Chris Cooper's mom.I guess he goes to NK.She said "You girls do know it's open casket,right?"At that ( Read more... )

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I think my heart died today.Jimmy "went home sick" from school.He shot himself.Committed suicide.He's dead,gone.I don't know what to do.I just talked to him Monday night.He was fine.He was so happy about his band and stuff.I've cried more today than I have my entire life.I feel many things right now.I won't write down everything.I'm telling you now ( Read more... )

Okay,this weekend.
Friday:Went to Princeton.Did nothing.
Saturday:Was still in Princeton.Still did nothing.
Sunday:Came home.Grandma came home a lil after I did.In a very bad mood.So from the time mom left till I called Erin to come pick me up she screamed at me.I guess she decided to take it out on someone,and it was lucky me who she yelled at.She ( Read more... )

Not much has happened the last few days.This weekend was alright.I didn't have to go to Princeton.I watched Justin here though,on Thurs. and Friday.Saturday me and Erin went out to eat at Applebee's and then we stopped by Christy's for a little bit.Yesterday was Easter.I got up at like 8:40.I took a shower and got ready.Then we went to church.We ( Read more... )

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