Hey Kiddies ( Read more... )

WoW.It feels weird everybody using LJ again.Anyway,what is up with everybody talking about the past?I read Erin and Jessika's entries,and that's what they were about.I'm not bitching or anything.It's just weird two people bringing it up around the same time.Or maybe I'm just weird.LoL.Who knows.Monday,Tuesday,and tonight have been good for me.Me ( Read more... )

Okay,so,life lately.I guess the only way to put it would be....unpredictable.I wake up thinking my day is gonna go a certain way but as it goes on,it's completely different than I had planned.I think I should stop trying to plan out my life,and just live it the way it goes.I can't plan everything.And things aren't always going to go my way.People ( Read more... )

I want to lay here and press fast forward.Go right to my future.Growing up hurts too much.Takes too long.Is all this pain really worth it in the end?I want to feel like everything is gonna be okay.But it seems something is always keeping me from having that feeling.Friends try to cheer me up.Yet no matter how hard they try,it doesn't change.I wish ( Read more... )

Time for another update I suppose ( Read more... )

Okay,it's time for a quick update.This will be brief.Friday I had my b-day party.It was awesome for the most part.There were a couple speed bumps here and there but other than that it all went smoothly.After the party I went to Princeton with mom.I stayed there until Sunday.Me and Erin went to Dollar Tree then Starbucks today.It was fun,we sat in ( Read more... )

Today was good.We had a half day.I was in seventh period and Mr. Heiden gave me a slip of paper.It said I had a gift in the office and to pick it up at the end of the day.We were walking outside and I went to get it.I had a pink rose and balloons from Nany and Mommy.I told 'em I wanted a pink rose for V-day but didn't get one and I was sad.So they ( Read more... )

Okay,well,I felt it was time for an update ( Read more... )

This weekend was okay ( Read more... )

I am a poet writing of my pain
I am a person living a life of shame,
I am your daughter hiding her depression
I am your sister making a good impression,
I am your friend acting like I'm fine
I am a girl who thinks of suicide
I am a teenager pushing her tears aside,
I am a student who doesn't have a clue
I am the girl sitting next to you,
I am the one asking ( Read more... )