I got a new LJ and you bitches dont know what it is ha! only the special ppl get to read it.

yup today sucked so much ass that... well it sucked. I think I have been under a lot of pressure and something kinda made me crack today. Jason helped me a lot though, and I love him so much for it. I think I am hella depressed, but things might get better. I dont think they will, other than today life was good. today was a total downer on ( Read more... )

sometimes i just whis... well i am not going into it because he will probably yell at me all over again. sometimes i dont get him and the way he treats me other times i love him. like right now, he freaks out over all the small things. i want to leave but he is lazy i want to play tennis but he is watching tv. if he thinks i want to play ( Read more... )

this is officially bailey's emo journal. says me, because jules said its all emo like. anyway... its too early in the fucking morning to be up so i am going back to sleep. jason says when you camp you get up early, but when i camp i sleep in. the bastard woke me up with a kissy face and i was like so cute, but then i wanted to punch him for ( Read more... )

sometimes shit just sucks. this is one of those gay times.

yeah. some shit sucks and other shit dont. mostly it all sucks tho.

I am feeling kind of wierd today. I feel like i could cry, but i dont have a shoulder to cry on. I feel pain in my heart, but i have no reason to feel it. tonight katie said something that made a lot of sense to me, and i think it might change my outlook on something verry important to me ( Read more... )

If every day ended another chapter in a book of my life... the title of tonights chapter would be: my love life always ends in heartbreak. Sad, I know. I just let the little things get me down, but i am girl that's what happens. they say the road to hell is paved with good intentions... I think the path to love is paved wtih heart aches too. ( Read more... )

Life is good except for my crappy computer. I am lonely, sad, tired, and confused. I know what I want I just dont know how to get it. Life is a lonely boring angry place. I love jason, and that's all that counts. nobody reads this so I guess I can put just about anything on here and no one would ever see it. Like that I want to just go back in ( Read more... )

I fuckin hate things right now. I pissed my dad off I guess. The funny thing is, 1) I have no clue how and 2) He is telling me that I was talkin a bunch of shit at him when I came home, but I was talking to my sister. He is a total fucking douche bag, and I dont know how much longer I can deal with all of his shit. Lately I have been feeling so ( Read more... )