havent written in decades...kinda horny..kinda pumped..coming to CA this weekend to see minus the bear and portugal the man,,,excited...uh yeah! anyways...hope everything with everyone is good..see ya!

i need love. hes not giving it to me.....

guess whos going to cali?! im pumped beootch

maybe cause nothing new really happened..my life has been put on routine working schooling and partying on the weekends if im lucky...ha

brenda is moving to AZ next month..and also....some life changing decisions will be made on my part...and also..haha......still in need of a lover who keeps in real.

time flies..time fucking flies....what a trip!

here is me being bashful and horny.


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still sick...was doing better today but not so much right now...ugh i have to be ready by 6:45am tomorrow for work...kinda bummed that i wont be able to talk to a really good friend of mine that i made recently because of difficulties but im glad we had the chance of getting to know eachother and you know sharing energy it was really version...but ( Read more... )

its all about work now...it's better that way. i sit here maybe hoping for someone to sweep me off my feet or show me something new....but waiting doesnt do shit....i think im going to put all my energy into work working out and just having a plain good ol' time... heh this friday lloyd is inviting marilyn and i for a scary movie event haha and ( Read more... )

haha bored ready in bed...thinking of when life gets good again..*ahhh* felt good snap back to reality oop there goes gravity im a dork....til next time..holla

home finally..but broke as a joke until my next paycheck on friday..ugh i hate money really bad...going back to cali reminded me why i dont want to be there....im still the one putting inmore than everyone else...and freaking did some stuff i told myself i wouldnt and i hurt people and im sorry..but thats who i am man....gladly in the AZ and ( Read more... )