So I realized that it has been FOREVER since my last update but thast jsut cos I don't seeee the point...sorry! I be beyond this joinal thing...IU'll keep it around to read yer stuff though!

Loves
*~IAN~*

So as it is few and far in between when i update im here and bored so I'm updating now. Yea school is most definatly not the place to be...ugh. I want to go home now! How is your day? How was your week? I really don't have anything to write about you see all my life is personal and exists day to day and lives on in my memory and my OWN journal. I ( Read more... )

It's when yer sitting with a whole bunch of people you realize how truly alone you are ( Read more... )

Yes yes I know its been so long but I never really felt the umpfhhh to update sorry if that bothers you but I doubt it did/does for some reason...Ehh well. Oh so umm yea I dunno jsut spent 7 hours at werk 11-6 ouch it hurts (my body I mean) mm so yea I don't got much to say my vacation was awesome ya know? Well actually you prolly don't cos well I ( Read more... )

Just reading ova my journal and realized ive complained alot but hey thats why I have a journal right sorry if any of its bothered you some entries have been in pure anger or upsetness or something love you all and I hope yer evening is jsut grand!

yea umm like look at this I knwo its outdated and whatnot but yea ...

call me a fool or hate me but its right a lil donchya think?

*i found someone who helps me forget the pain...will she help me heal too?*

Is it true yer life may be a little fucked up when you realize that your best friends no longer exist except for in your head, and that the level of maturity you have reached is too far advanced for them to understand or that the life youve taken on the new ways your charging into are better for your health than yer last one? Is it true your life ( Read more... )

And I tried to understand you ( Read more... )

I've decided I need someone to love, not just the anykind of love or the love I give my friends but a real love I misss it I miss having one person to give all my affection to I miss knowing when I see them next i can have a kiss feel skin on skin get more than jsut a hug feel my heart jump to my throat at how much they make me happy. I miss the ( Read more... )

This is to all those I've pissed of lately a certain two or three you know who you are I'm sorry I fucked up and heres a memorial of my apology ( Read more... )