i love college!!! ♥

it's my 18th birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so, i'm a junior.

who would ever thought that could actually happen?
not me.

so i'm sorry that i havent updated;it's not like anyone actually reads this anyways.

i'm still head over heels in love with mattias;incase anyone was wondering.

yeah

that's basically it

so basically, my life is coming together,now i'm starting to see what's important and what's not.

the vacaion did me good i guess, except for crying 6 out of the 10 days that i was on the computer for.

but, it's just me missing mattias so much that i cry.

:[

i want to have a normal relationship with him, like actually being able to go out with him.

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i gots a new Lj.
i'll keep this one, but update in
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i do believe that i have been changed for the better and
because i knew you i have been changed for good.
i believe know that i have changed this year.
and some people can't or won't accept it.
so you know i will be myself and if you don't like it then you don't have to fucking talk to me.

i just wanted to get that straight.

i am stuck in the middle of my brainnn.
and i don't know what to do.
so i would appriciate it if you comment me on this.

should i go to china?
yes
or
no
thanks.
♥

oh
my
giz-od
IT'S DOMEESHA'S 13th BIRFDAY TO-DIZAY!
HAPPY BIRFDAY DOMESSHAAAAAAAAA!
YOU BE MY FAVORITE CUZ B.!
yee yee
much love, mayn
-RUHBEESHA

by the way
if i didn't mention in the last entry
i
am
MOVINGGGGG

BUT
i'm staying in Fairfield!

just wanted pplz to know that

k
laterzz

YEAH I'M COOL


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