I hate when you go to talk to people and they sign off. It makes you feel terrible.

I hate when you go to talk to people and they just respond with one word answers and don't engage in conversation. It makes you feel terrible.

Bummer.

It is funny how I can sit staring at a name on computer screen longing for communication. I can't give in because it will only bring more trouble, though my intentions be genuine, I have learned not to trust the name. But I do wish for the familiar heartbreak if only to be comfortable in it a little longer.

I need someone.

Someone I can tell everything to.

And they won't get tired of me.

Everyone should quit drinking so much and remember what it was like being friends when alcohol wasn't involved. I'm kind of tired of everyone wanting to drink and party all the time ( Read more... )

Life is getting slightly easier but I don't feel like I can relax at all. I have so many things that I could be doing. Everyday I have a new idea about what I want to do and I find myself changing my mind all the time but staying relatively focused on the same goals I originally set out to accomplish. Someone will always remind you that they exist ( Read more... )

I'm really exhausted. I have been working really hard on a lot of things lately and it's been difficult to get any sort of rest. And it's not going to end until December rolls around. Look Mexico's recording is going to take all of October and most of November to complete. I am still working on two more songs for The Dark Romantics album. I'm being ( Read more... )

I went to the grocery store this morning. I couldn't find baby spinach so I decided to ask a stock clerk. He informed me in a very serious tone that all spinach had been recalled and gave me a look as if to imply I was seriously out of touch because I wasn't up on the latest spinach happenings.

But, alas, no spinach for me.

Things are about to start happening!

Dear everyone,

I'm alive. Don't forget about me. I'll come back around one day.

Jared.

Hold me to the standards of our Lord but treat me like a human being.