I have almost completed my move to Lakeland and it feels good. I am so many goals to achieve and I am excited to begin crossing them off the long mental list I have created ( Read more... )

I really dont like how everyone but me has friends that they love spending time with, actually enjoy communicating with on regular basis, or go out of the way for.

Instead, I get frustrated because I let people use and abuse me just so I can pretend for a bit they actually care about me.

I hate days like today.

So, a lot of things are running through my head right now. I reside next to a lake called Morton. I have a full time job for the first time ever, really, not to say I haven't worked a lot before. I am laying in bed wearing Daniel's shirt and missing him. I just got done escaping a potentially awful night by spending some quality time with a friend ( Read more... )

Brandon totalled his car. He is okay, though. Send him your well wishes here. I will make sure he sees them.

My heart and I are at odds and it is wrecking my life. Oh, what is this life we live?

My car decides when it wants to let me get it out of park now. Sometimes I think if I pet it just right and buy it flowers it will work for me.

I was dreading having to do anything with the word taxes. It took me ten minutes and was really painless. Way to show me IRS!

I have a friend named Joel Hendrick that I love.

I can't decide if I'm going to work at Sam Ash in Orlando or Guitar Center in Lakeland. They both seem to want to hire me and I lean towards the Guitar Center job because the pay is better and I liked the store more. I just am afraid of moving out to Lakeland. I really love Orlando with all of my being. It's hard to seperate myself from this place ( Read more... )

Hurray for friends I love and job interviews I need! God Bless!

This weekend was really great. Saturday was full of friends, Japanese food, sitting by a pool, and seeing the Wynn Brothers. Sunday was full of friends, laying in the sun on the sand next to the ocean, swimming in said ocean, eating a sweet quesadilla, taking a nap, waking up to Daniel walking in my room, recording Daniel and his friends for a ( Read more... )

My heart breaks a little more every day.