Hey, everyone... Geez, why do I only write when something big is going on inside of me? Well, I finally feel older. Maybe it's because my sister is moving out, and she always was the oldest, and now I am. Maybe it's because I'm finally an upper-classman. Or maybe it's because I'm singing in the praise band FOR GOD, instead of being timid and ( Read more... )

I am really excited about this new marching season. I feel like, being an officer, I have a better chance to make a difference, a real impression. I am really motivated to move. I feel like - finally - next year is going to be what I've been waiting for. It's going to be the all A rebound, the leadership and influence I've been working for, the ( Read more... )

Tonight was too much. Too much love, embarassment, laughing, listening, heart, thinking, Spanish... Just too much to write it all down. I was having a pretty bad day when Andres came to pick me up from work. I found out my dog Rosie only has a few weeks left to live. I was stressed and in a really mad mood. Easily angered. But love is not easily ( Read more... )

The love book is unfolding right before my eyes. Everything I ever really thought I knew has been redirected now. And it feels so good to my heart. I feel like I am lighter now... knowing he never really cared and knowing there's someone now that really does. My life has really come together lately. I mean, with my new job at Best Friend Veterinary ( Read more... )

Tomorrow is SAT Day... I guess I should be nervous, and maybe I am a little bit. I won't know anyone there, and I don't have a ride home. But I feel like it's one step toward the USAFA. A good step. Necessary and achievable. I feel really monotonous today, like everything is the same and I'm not going anywhere. I don't like it. I mean, I have this ( Read more... )

So I have a friend named Nykk. And he pretty much breaks my heart. But why do I like him so much when he treats me so? I feel like such an idiot and really immature, but it's true. I've never had unrequited "love" before. It actually really sucks. Mr. Ryckie always says I shoul dbe treated like a princess, and h edefinately doesn't treat me like a ( Read more... )

I love my sister. We do fight. A lot. Maybe even more than we get along. But I think that the most strong and stirring bond I can harvest up in my heart is the bond I have with my sister. Nothing is stronger than us when we work together. No one means more to me than her. Not yet anyway. And there's no one I look up to more when it all comes down ( Read more... )

I saw the new James Bond movie last night. We also went to a place called Harvest Table. The food was very good, an dI highly recommend the movie. So the first wrestling tournament was Tuesday and Wednesday. I worked for five hours on Tuesday night and then for another nine and half hours on Wednesday. That's fourteen and a half hours out of ( Read more... )

I plan to sing "Oh Holy Night" for the Christmas Eve service. Anyway, I got my hair cut. It's pretty short I guess. Well, that's not really very interesting or important. The only really interesting thing is that Josh is very sick, and we're all pretty worried about him. He can't eat, and it hasn't improved in three months. Every time he eats, he ( Read more... )

Today was eventful. I drove a lot, and freaked out a lot, the latter based solely on the first ( Read more... )