Comments | mylovesaverb: My birthday, my cousin, my windows

mylovesaverb

My birthday, my cousin, my windows

May 29, 2014 13:18

Birthday's for most are these joyous almost movie like days that create joy (sometimes false) and togetherness for all that witnesses it. At Chili's people come out clapping and singing, and other restaurants and establishments as well but this one sticks out. I've had a few of these really fun birthdays once or twice in my life. Usually filled ( Read more... )

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pmeister May 29 2014, 20:43:23 UTC

Belated birthday Hugs - thoughts with you and your family.

mylovesaverb June 2 2014, 04:42:50 UTC

Thank you.

sing_marly May 29 2014, 21:31:55 UTC

Oh man :-( I'm so sorry to hear about your cousin. Losses like that suck!

mylovesaverb June 2 2014, 04:43:45 UTC

Thank you. They really do.

mrs_kayte May 30 2014, 02:23:39 UTC

Oh no. I'm so so sorry. That is no fucking fair at all. That's all I know to say or feel. It makes me sad and angry to think someone who was that great of a guy is no longer with us.

mylovesaverb June 2 2014, 04:45:10 UTC

It angers me to no end as well. He was an all around great guy. You'd be hard picked to ever find a person who did not like him. It's always the good who die too young.

gaiman_phile May 30 2014, 05:54:50 UTC

I am SO sorry for your loss. +HUGS+

mylovesaverb June 2 2014, 04:45:22 UTC

Thank you.

scorpion_gem June 1 2014, 05:28:36 UTC

I am so sorry. I wish there was something I could say to help with the pain but know that I am here if you want to talk. Death is such a hard thing to deal with because there are so many imposed restrictions on when you can feel grief and for how long. You are in my thoughts.

mylovesaverb June 2 2014, 04:48:01 UTC

Thank you. This is true. I almost fell apart at an event I covered a fundraiser for cancer research. I felt odd and almost wrong for having tears fall down my face and then stupid for nkt just letting it all out. It's confusing to process sometimes. I'm still dealing with my mom and warrens death and it will be 5 years this week! I just have random moments here and there. It's awful but I know I will be ok in the end. He's no longer in pain and that has to mean something.

scorpion_gem June 3 2014, 02:23:47 UTC

5 years is honestly not that long. People say that often times it takes at least 7. My dad died when I was 11. I'm 29 now and I still have a cry over him once in a while -- usually when a big event happens but at random times as well.

That is a wonderful way to look at it and hopefully it helps with the grief, but know that being sad is still ok. ((hugs))