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Duh - public vs myself... My spirit animal is.
So I've been updating faithfully, and realized I had it all locked down to just myself.
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Starting over
Seems lj is even a place you have to start over once you've been going a long period of time. I'm hoping to add some new friends over the next few weeks to get a bit more active. When you aren't looking forward to what's going on within a website(host/blog/etc.) it dies off. I don't want to do that. Trying to write an "about me," after all this ( Read more... ) -
Who am I, now? 2017 is going to be a year of healing and rebirth
I think honeslty livejournal should penelize those who are away so long and expect anyone to still even read their journals. I'm a shit journal-er when I am so busy I want to cry. My job is now changing and with that I'll have time to journal again. Not promising anything but damn I need an outlet. This shall jump all over the place do to I write ( Read more... ) -
Forget me not.
I need a way to remember to post. It seems I go forever in between. I guess I'm going to end up being one of those selfish jouranlist that barely gets to comment. Have to be moved to words and the BIG ONE, have the time. Currently I am listening to some 35,000 artists that have submitted to the Shutter 16 Magazine, Reverb Nation campaign we have ( Read more... ) -
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It's funny I photograph some of the most popular people in the world (almost daily) and yet I'm trying to figure how I'm going to make my bills this month and next month and MAYBE have enough left over for a single present a piece per kid. What hell is this? I can't win ( Read more... ) -
That tiny voice...
I wish that tiny voice in the back of my head when I'm doing photopost or writing or ... putting anything live on our site would just SHUT up. Tend to scour the internet and see all these other photos that have been taken at an event/concert and just rip mine all apart. I'm DAMN GOOD AT WHAT I DO.. cause I CARE and love what I do. If that stupid ( Read more... ) -
Still here
I will not abandon LJ at all. Sometimes when I'm this sad I NEED to vent. Sometimes ,very rarely, like now I just need to silently reflect and say. I've not forgotten you, my new and old friends. I'm just mending, or trying. ❤️️
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My birthday, my cousin, my windows
Birthday's for most are these joyous almost movie like days that create joy (sometimes false) and togetherness for all that witnesses it. At Chili's people come out clapping and singing, and other restaurants and establishments as well but this one sticks out. I've had a few of these really fun birthdays once or twice in my life. Usually filled ( Read more... ) -
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Watching movies with the family SOMETIMES is nice. Were all in same room at least and for 2hrs there are little to no fights with the boys. I still have trouble with the boys will be boys. I teach my kids to not knock each other senseless but sometimes it all boils over and one steals the others dessert one too many times and Joe and I end up ( Read more... )