my bunny died today...so upsetting.

I love this song right now, has no real meaning, just a pretty song...

I might be just a sinner
who wants to be a saint
one justifies the reason
oh, one understands the pain
and I don't know what's wrong baby
and I sure don't know what's right
but I don't wanna go home tonightso january has been rough and crazy, good and bad, its come with ( Read more... )

is it sad that I just dont care anymore...about anything...lately, I've been so apathetic about every single issue that can possibly come to mind...just dont care...I think its stress

01. Have you ever loved someone you had no chance with: used to think so...but things are lookin up ( Read more... )

christmas is coming...I can feel it right around the corner, and more than anything I want you to be here when it comes. I'd give up every single present just for you, but I could never tell you that, and I probably never will. I miss you like crazy when I'm not with you, but I know the feeling is not always mutual. come home soon please. I'm ( Read more... )

so..I've realized that one of my main problems is that I evidentally have a heart that is bigger than my head...and instead of thinkin with my mind, like a smarter person would do, I follow my heart instead...which only hurts more.

Evident Problem #1

go east on sunrise highway
turn left at carmen's avenue
go right at the first stoplight
and I'll be outside waiting for youwell yesterday's drive was wonderful...had a lot of time to contemplate and analyze situations that were handed to me, or shall as say created by me more or less...and I was honestly really content with everything that went on ( Read more... )

so I need tomorrow morning more than anything...I need a vacation..I need to get away from this city, and the one beside it, and the one beside that one...I just need a break...and a clear train of thought.
long drives cure everything.tonight...confused the crap out of me...I wasnt expecting certain things to happen the way in which they did...and ( Read more... )

sometimes I wish I knew what right words to say, but I honestly believe that those words do not exist in certain situations.

one day I might actually listen to my instincts, instead of ignoring them and pretending that everything is okay. I cannot fix those things in which I do not break.

the drops of saline will dry up eventually ( Read more... )

this weekend was great...

all the parties were fun as crap.
I had today and yesterday off.
I got to have fun all night long and not worry about wakin up early the next morning.
I got to catch up on some much needed sleep.
I saw people that I havent seen since school let out.

absolutely amazing.but anyways ( Read more... )