Comments | mymidnighteyes: What is my life turning into?

mymidnighteyes

What is my life turning into?

Jan 02, 2007 05:39

I sit here with tears drenching my face due to the deep pain in my chest.. where my heart should be. I wish things didnt have to be this hard. Love isnt suppose to be this complicated. I begged myself not to fall in love again. When I started to think about Tyler all the time I told my friends "DONT LET ME DATE HIM!! PLEASE!!" 7 months ago I caught ( Read more... )

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4starz January 2 2007, 06:35:28 UTC

All I could tell you is... stick through it. Be a champ. And you'll be fine.

It's all I can do for myself and I just hope things will work out again.
Ah, this last year. Officially dated two girls this year. Anything else, insignificant. I've told two girls that I loved them before, one in eighth grade (like, 6 years ago?) and the other I lost this year. She was the first I ever told that to in recent memory. Others, including the girl after her... I felt close. Very close to it but it never got that far. Man, never been able to keep it. And out of all of them... so many in the past few years, I never broke up with a single one. It's always been the other way around. I guess, as a result, I feel let down all the time. That it's always been me and I let her get away. But, I stick to it. I think one day I'll be able to get it right. It's absolutely terrible. But I'm going to be a champ about it. I think, maybe, it would be a good idea for yourself as well. Good luck.

mymidnighteyes January 2 2007, 17:04:45 UTC

I've been heart broken before and it took me a little over 8 months to truely get over him. I just dont want to wait another 8 months to feel better again. Praying to God is all that I can do and all that I'll continue to do.

lil_little January 3 2007, 02:24:45 UTC

it's been a while.. but this was just so poetic, i had to comment. hope everything turns out ok. -samantha

mymidnighteyes January 5 2007, 22:04:24 UTC

Thank you so much. Things are begining to look up.

vergeofinsain January 3 2007, 09:39:44 UTC

you will overcome this. this is life my dear. WE ARE WOMEN HEAR US ROAR.

garlandtograce January 11 2007, 03:26:51 UTC

i am so sorry sweetheart.

i really hope things work out.
and even though you feel utterly lost right now, everything will be okay.

heartbreak is a part of life, as shitty as it is.