I just got done watching big love and I must say I love their life and the way they dont let anyone mess with their marriage. They are happy. They are in love. They are a family. Sure its not something I want for myself, being in a marriage with 2 other women but I know what its like and how it feels to have your family look down upon you for ( Read more... )

I miss Woody.

So so so much.

Work is work.

My life is my life.

It's a mess.
I'm a mess.

I'm waiting for it to get better though cause I got some high hopes for myself.

It'll get easier right?

Right.

-what a waste of an entry-
-I guess I ran out of things to talk about-

Or maybe its that I just dont want to talk about things.

I miss Woody

Yesterday morning was the worst morning I've ever experienced in my life. I woke up at and had Tyler drive me to the Vet's office. I knew I was not going to be able to drive home afterwards. We pulled up, parked and walked inside to sit with Matt and Amanda waiting for my dad and Woody to get there. As soon as he pulled up they told us they had a ( Read more... )

saturday is it ( Read more... )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY ALWAYS PUPPY!

Even if he is 15 today!


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I sit here with tears drenching my face due to the deep pain in my chest.. where my heart should be. I wish things didnt have to be this hard. Love isnt suppose to be this complicated. I begged myself not to fall in love again. When I started to think about Tyler all the time I told my friends "DONT LET ME DATE HIM!! PLEASE!!" 7 months ago I caught ( Read more... )

2007.

The first couple of hours almost join what I would call the worst time of my life.

The most unhappy I've ever been.

I really hope this year doesnt continue this way but I love him.

Leaving 2006 madly in love.. Entering 2007 with tears and a broken heart.

( The paper! )

I wish I could open up my heart to someone ( Read more... )

Everyone is asking me when Im going to register for classes. Next semester is coming up quickly. When am I going to get the classes I need for a college transfer. Well guys, here is your answer. Never. Not going to. Next year (2007) I will not be attending a spring semester of school. I will be getting a full time job and move out. Here is ONE good ( Read more... )