I don’t want to grow up and go to a job I hate and talk about boring, mundane things, I don’t. I can't!

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today was relatively boring.  I had math class, babysat amelia, then my mother and I went to get jessie a sweater(it's pink) beacause it's getting chilly.  will need to study all weekend except saturday night, i have to babysit for my aunt and uncle because they want to go to the USC game.  Next week I only have 1 day of class but somehow ended up ( Read more... )

I miss the afternoons of making plans not sense, I took it for granted.  But I'll remember to be forever young. 
 
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always up or down
but never down and out
nothing is as bad as it seems
everybody makes the same mistakes
just give it time, he'll come around
if not then he wasn't worth the time to begin with
remember...

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anywhere is home except where home is suppose to be
because we're still kids even though we're colder
so remember hazy Friday nights
the bitter taste of cigarettes
the sweet taste of grapefruit and vodak
the fast times are still to come

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my best friend just signed off on me without saying goodbye.   not really mad at her though she's busy and I miss her but still kind of am she could of sad bye.  school starts tomorrow, I only have one class which is psychology at around 6pm.  The summer is gone and right now I'm really drunk so if i spell something wrong forgive me.  I'm ready for ( Read more... )

After losing Jesse I've been going through alot of my old stuff in my room. Finding old notebooks that I use to right in with people that use to be my friends now their just people I don't even see anymore.  It has made me rethink alot of things and helped me to talk to people I thought I never would again.  
Sarah texted me her new number.  I quess ( Read more... )

the first day we hung was at you're lake house and got drunk.
we never went to history class we just got high.
we would share smokes and try to stay warm. 
you were an amazing artist. 
singing what's your name whose your daddy.
you would wear crazy socks right up to your knees.
you made friends with everyone.
being drunk before 11am every friday.
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It's so late right now but i can't sleep
i have one more pack of cigarettes left then I think I'm quiting maybe
not sure if i really won't to enough to actually quite

Did I mention when I see you it stings like hell
we could have something that'll never happen
i’m trying to make it alone
it's not like it hurts much anyway.
you won't see this