I needed to find my way out,
but at the same time stay.
My life was split in half.
From childhood,
to my life as i know it now
a whole new experience.
But what was reality?
And at the time I couldn't tell.

i don't blame you for being you
but you can't blame me for hating it
i wish i was able to tell people how I really feel
not just say i'm fine. everything is not fine

and to someone else
i'll go for you with everything i've got

From this point on the way you all thought it would all work out
but we've hit autumn, just follow the story
the fall of the author
just one more year, and you'll cease to regret
one on one to repeat, all eyes are fading

I'm super excitied
I get to see him tomorrow for lunch
you're a stranger I know well
and not at all.
 

History was made tonight
I'm so glad that I could be even a small part of it.

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hey moon please forget to fall down
hey moon don't you go down
you are at the top of my lungs
drawn to the ones who never yawn
it's the big day
who could ask for more
who could have more.

to be completely honest
everyones a let down
so leave your mirror
and spare your excuses
your eyes are fading
don't write a word cause I won't reply.

So ready for halloween!

I'm happy
Right now i guess i have a crush
He gives me butterflies in the stomach to be cliche.

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it's a drunken midnight on the streets
brightly dusted with the neon light

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I'm still really sick and gross and a bottle of wine helped me sleep last night.
I wish vicky and I could've hung out but I'm still not up to it
and because of this I'm sure I failed my PSY test on thursday
But on the plus side Sarah called me
She told me she had shown my art to her roomate and she liked it
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