i am so obviously desperate that it hurts. i really would enjoy making out with her. she is the most beautiful girl there is. it only has to help that she's about the herb. i don't mean anything to her. i have resigned myself to the realization that i am incapable of finding someone so good as her who will feel the same inclination toward me as i ( Read more... )

i want more than anything in life right now to love someone and for them to love me back. why can't i find her? please help me.

its springtime. everyone is getting some penetration. not me. goddamnit i hate this shit. i need her so bad. i'd give anything.

its embarassing. i dream about her every night. its pathetic. she's so beautiful.

i like her so much. i just want a chance. but i don't think i have anymore left.

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excuse me. i am an idiot.

so i haven't gotten high in two days and i think if i don't smoke soon i'll get really depressed. i feel it setting in already. on top of that, i missed several calls from somebody very important whom i miss very much today and i feel like an ass for it. damn me for not charging my damn phone. fuck fuck fuck.

i need a girl in my life. someone who i can smoke with. someone who doesn't mind to do a little boozing. someone who is funny, smart, and pretty. someone who will kiss me whether they are drunk or sober or high. someone who is loving and caring all of the time, and not just when they are drunk. someone who makes me want to dance every time i see ( Read more... )

i tell myself every night how i don't deserve you. and to be honest. i know i don' have a chance. so don't worry about me.