Nothing's quite the same now
I just say your name now

But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
You don't want me back
You're just the best I ever had

team camp bright and early tomorrow until wednesday.
hopefully i can clear my head.

going to the guster concert on july 26th with the coolest scamp counselor in the world

i know i said i wouldnt do this anymore this summer
the whole time i was waiting for this update page to load on my fucking slowass dial up i was debating if i shuold just not update, 
but im gunna anyway. i think it will be worth it for me.

everything around me feels so fake
one  of my best friends' best friend is pregnant and not telling her parents.
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all i've been doing is playing softball and basketball.
i love it i've lost 7 pounds
Loyola University called ME. 
& asked me about softball...they're a Division 1 softball school...
& they're my first choice...
they said that they wanted to come watch me play & said they would look at giving me scholarship money for softball.

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 i've been online for like an hour.
 this is the only time i'm allowed online 
& i havent talked to my friends in over a week 
& im depressed 
& have a migraine 
& i puked 3 times today  
& my mom is still not talking to me
& i got my car taken away for the summer today
& i watched wedding crashers twice last night until 4am 
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im okay.

i'm okay.

i'm okay.

i miss you guys.

really i do.

& i hope you all are happy & satisfied, honest.

i was filling out one of these quizzes that i was gunna put on here, & one of the things was LOVE: 
& i had "is all you need" written on there. i found it very depressing when i changed it to LOVE: is gay. lol.

ya know that line by dasboard where its like 
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DUDE I LOVE BEING GROUNDED FOR THE SUMMER.

im thinkin im gunna move in with jen for the summer, if thats the case/ [speaking of case...♥ :) we're going swimming tonight if i can weasel my way out of the heezie]

still no tongue peircage
which im psised about

yep it's true i urinated on my bed, thru the sheets. wutever.

something's gotta go wrong cuz I'm feelin' way too damn good.

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mo-town hoe-down on saturday with rachelle.
getting my tongue peirced right before. THANK god :D!!