today i found out that i can keep my grade at a B+ instead of a C :) yayyy
i love that being close with the administration means i can skip and my grades won't drop WAhhooo.

i hope i get to go to chelseas fuckin orchestra shit. if i dont ill kill!!!!
i'm in such a good mood.
even though i got in alot of trouble for skipping practice yesterday and im ( Read more... )

I wanna have the same last dream again,
the one where I wake up and I'm alive.
Just as the four walls close me within,
my eyes are opened up with pure sunlight.
I'm the first to know,
my dearest friends,
even if your hope has burned with time,
anything that's dead shall be re-grown,
and your vicious pain, your warning sign,
you will be fine.

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Everyday’s an endless stream
Of cigarettes and magazines
And each town looks the same to me
The movies and the factories
And every stranger’s face I see
Reminds me that I long to be...

that was the first simon and garfunkel song i was introduced to. by nick. remember?

my parents are going out of town this weekend and leaving me :)

this is my last chance to prove to them that they can trust me n shit.

too bad i have a 62% in math class and progress reports are coming out tomorrow.

i'm screwed. i realized i'm a really big bitch to people i don't like. oh well i'm not worried abuot it at all.

i'm gunna go do my ( Read more... )

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last night i went to the movies with casey n chel & xave.
we saw MISSION IMPOSSIBLE 3.
it was real good.

then we went to rams horn & got breakfast.
then i tried to get home b4 curfew, but that didnt happen for a few reasons.
one being bc we seriuosly got followed all the way home to chelsea's house by this chick
& when i turned into chel's house, she ( Read more... )

i need depot ( Read more... )

i had mads auditions today
idk how i did...not that well.

i think i might be getting sick which is awesome.
i couldnt sight read, also awesome.
idk i don't think i made it.
oh well.

tonight i went to the jazz concert with casey. [& chel!!! ♥ !!]

:)

"when a girl says 'it's fine' it really means it couldn't be any further from fine. When a girl says 'i like your fingernails', it really means cut your fingernails now, freak ( Read more... )