even your best efforts managed to somehow fall short stuck in an indifferent inbetween where you kind of cared, but mostly didn't. You told me I couldn't write love poems but I just couldn't write them for you.
when I was 14 my father said to me, "you should loose some weight, guys don't like big girls." Ten year later, I remmeber it like it was yesterday, I can't say I've lost weight so much as grown into my own skin and men (and women) pick me up all the time.