so, i wanna wish everyone a lovely belated christmas.  mine was okay.. but its only half over.  the rest of christmas will be tomorrow (except for when dad comes over sometime later this week).   i had fun mostly hanging out with my cousin arielle.. she always entertains me at family functions.  haha.. im counting on her to do the same tomorrow ( Read more... )

meh. i hate being sick. my throat hurts so bad that i cant eat any solid foods... so mom and i are going out to get some soup in a little bit. i skipped work today to go to the doctor.. and she said that if i dont get better with amoxicillin to call her.. because it looks like i could have mono. WHAT THE HECK! mono is bad news.. cause thatll ( Read more... )

peeing blood is no fun.

thats all i have to say.

i guess the procedure went okay... aside from the IV being in my hand for so long and me almost throwing up due to the anxiety that having a needle in my hand for an hour and a half caused. yeah.. it was alright.

ive been feeling like a fat.ugly.cow. lately. not that anyone really needs to know. but yeah. ever feel like every other girl you see is prettier than you? i mean.. EVERY girl. like somehow they are just way more appealing to guys or attractive in general? thats how i feel. i used to think i was somewhat pretty. but not now. oh well. i ( Read more... )

there she stood ( Read more... )

i found out today that my little sister has the same health problem that i do. i cant spell it, though. but yeah.. i just find it weird that we both have it. i wonder if its hereditary. meh.

thats about all i have to say... umm.. target run! WOO!

it feels good to hang out with people who make me smile so much. tonight was freaking amazing.

i dont hafta get cut open anymore! instead.. now theyre just gonna shove a camera up my pee hole and then do something to my bladder. i dunno how theyre gonna manage that.. but at least theyre not slicing me up. sweet. i do still hafta get anastesia, though. im not too thrilled about that.

i got a job making $10.30 an hour! and the guy said because i have no scheduling conflicts as of right now, that ill be getting lots of hours. that seriously took a huge weight off my shoulders. now as soon as i get this surgery crap over with and figure out what im doing about school... ill be fine and dandy.

hehe.

so, i went to the specialist doctor today. he put me on new medicine and scheduled me to have some procedure done where i have to be cut open so they can use a camera inside and stretch something or what not. i dunno.. but i really dont like the sound of that. oh goodness.

not much else is new. life is kinda boring these days.