According to Live Journal.com I haven't updated in 17 weeks. Guess I haven't had much to say. I always have something to complain about but its usually just the same old stuff ( Read more... )

it's been a while ( Read more... )

I put everything i had into that photo show. I need to view it as an accomplishment and not a total failure. i need to view it as a step in the right direction - a step towards the rest of my life. it's hard to do that. i put so much into it and got pretty much nothing in return. it bothers me, a lot ( Read more... )

I realize I'm not a nice person ( Read more... )

I haven't written in a while ( Read more... )

I need money ( Read more... )

I can't say i'm not a contradiction ( Read more... )

I worry too much ( Read more... )

I don't want to get excited just yet. I don't want to look too much into it. Everytime I think something is good, it all goes to shit. I don't want to ruin it. I hope it works ( Read more... )

I'm an idiot.
I fell for it again. I keep thinking maybe things will change. He's not gonna change. Never will. It's all a lie.
What a surprise.