This is a battle. 'This is a war,' I tell myself. I walk into my house with the game plan we've been working on all week. 'You have an iron chin. Let her throw the punches - wear her down. You can take it ( Read more... )

I think I forgot how to write.

Wow. I haven't updated this journal in the longest time because I never thought I had anything interesting in my life to talk about. But last night was the hardest thing I've ever had to live through. I watched half my house burn down, and what ever wasn't destroyed by fire was destroyed by smoke and ash. I feel weird wearing the same jeans and ( Read more... )

OMG STUPID MISTAKE!! ..

Always take your time.  Always read the question twice.

I just completed my physiology exam and it was the coolest bio test I've ever taken here. My professor set up an entire story where some rival gang members busted into a house and started shooting up another gang. Guys were getting shot in the torso. People were jumping out of windows and landing on their neck and head. Then each question would ( Read more... )

Tonight I realized people are bastards and I don't give a shit about humanity anymore. I went to a party with my friends and discovered people are still racist. It wasn't even someone my age, but some fucking old white guys in their late 40s. Some piece of shit told his friend that I wanted to go outside and fight him. Then they were just joking ( Read more... )

I just got home from school after waiting around for most of the day for my professor's extra office hours. This was open to alot of students in the class, and so tons of people were there. What emerged was a back and forth battle among my peers in "Let's see who could ask the stupider question and waste more time, all for a pat on the back and a ( Read more... )

Midnight is always an interesting time of night. I either sleep or I think about life and end up getting carried away until 2am ( Read more... )

So much red meat.

So much red wine.

Such a good feeling.

Finding it at 21, it will take me my lifetime to understand.