Lost what I thought was my best friend. No clue if she will ever realize what she’s done. Knowing and reconnecting with you the past few years since we were 17 and 18 in Las Vegas, I believe you haven’t changed. You have, but haven’t.

You instigated everything, and she went along with it bc she didn’t know any better.

After seeing and listening to my ( Read more... )

Every time a new situation arrises that I don’t know how I to handle, I have a bitch fit. I try not to in the beginning, but when I don’t see it resolving, that’s when I get frustrated.

It’s easier said than done to just talk it out so effortlessly, but you don’t have a Mexican girlfriend with a defensive attitude that tends to come back with shit ( Read more... )

Haven’t seen her in 3 weeks...today was a day we could hang out. But not until after “4 ish” bc of work dogs. Then I gotta go and meet my dad to pick up my ID I left at his house....leaves at 4:30 ish- doesn’t day she’s about to leave until like 6:30..

That’s the last time I heard from her...

Nothing for hours...I’m waiting...

I left at 1 to get there ( Read more... )

So it had been a month an a half until we became exclusive and official. Since then, I’ve gone to San Francisco and then issues with her dads health and now she’s super sick. I haven’t seen my girlfriend in 2 weeks and it’ll be another week or so until I MAYBE see her again. It fucking sucks. I miss her. I also wish she would come down to me.....

I just want to be in love with someone that is more in love with me.

I just want to be back to being that happy.

I feel like I have depression. I’m not doing the things I used to do. Gym. I’m avoiding laundry and cleaning after my cats. (Thank glob for automatic machines). My friends are too busy for me or I work so I miss them.

I go home and binge ( Read more... )

I kept my phone on me. I made sure the sound was on. I haven’t showered yet for fear that she will call and I’ll miss it. I’ll just have the phone in the shower and come out if she does call me...she said she would call. It’s been about 4 hours passed...

But she’s working..she’s probably busy. She said she was going to call after her lunch...she ( Read more... )

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I was worried for a minute about something, but then we talked about it and other things and only good came out of it, so now I have piece of mind and feel ok again. Reassurance is real and is needed- ie. Talking about it and responding accordingly. How can you know if you don’t get it out in the open and how can it be fixed if they don’t know what ( Read more... )

From a few months ago, to now.
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I’m tired.