things are very different, they always change now and then....but i dont know if i like it.

so i guess i really needed this weekend to recover from this week, now im going to need this week to recover from this weekend. i love going to VT or just going up there to see my friends. since i go up there every weekend i have pretty much just started hanging out with all my brothers friends, not to be cool just to have fun. they are all so nice ( Read more... )

ok so yesterday had to be the most scariest thing that i have ever been through in my life.i have always wanted to ride in the back of a ambulence...i did, and i wish i didnt ( Read more... )

i mentally and physically feal and look like shit

since him i have not wanted to do anything with anyone else, when time goes by with out hearing from him i feel heart broken more and more each time.how can someone that played such a small part in your life take up such a big part? i hate the feeling that it could of been more if we had more time or the situation was better, but i cant think about ( Read more... )

i guess i havent updated in forever becasue i have nothing to talk about... this weekend sucks but next weekend should be fun going to tech hopefully bringing mary and chloe and then im going to tech again and then to charleston, so this is really my only weekend here for a while.this summer will be amazing, i cant wait. i have to go hang all my ( Read more... )

intresting game today...glad i got to play but it doesnt count all that much we won 15-0 in the 3rd inning hahaha! and i made this girl run into the fence it was sad. the catcher was annoying she talked shit the whole time about breakfest foods that her mom makes ( Read more... )

just got home from a awesome day...it was soo pretty i LOVE spring. anyways my grandparents were here this weekend and i got to thinking grandparents are usually like not your favorite relative but my g rents are like my parents to me and i was thinking when they die i wont rush to the will i really be sad and i got sad thinking about how they will ( Read more... )

i am so frustrated why cant i fucking play...i know im obviously not good enough but i work and cheer my ass off and try really hard in practice, and do alot better then people in practice, i guess im just pissed off at myslef for being such a fucking failure, at everything. the only way i pass at school is cheating,so much for my christianity. AHH ( Read more... )

another horrible day...no where to begin! ughhhh i cannot wait till this weekend for no reason just for a break.