H A PP Y BI R T H D A Y K A T I E <3

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH SLUTFACE <3 <3

i miss you soo much and wish i was there :(

pull me out from the inside.

papa is eightyseven today.

if only i could be there.

this is the first one i have missed.
i feel so empty. so dead.
i feel like i've lost him.

tell me everything is going to be just fine
like you used to.

it sucks that i have to read about my best friends meeting the band of our dreams without me, i wonder if it even felt weird to them that i wasn't there ( Read more... )

maybe we're all just dying

feels like i am.
there has never been a time where i have not felt dead.

was there ever a time that i wasn't dead to you

JOHNNY MOTHERFUCKING CASH DIED ( Read more... )

of course the fucking good mood i was in is completely fucking dead now

FUCK THIS !

why is it always the HARD way or NO way
what the fuck.

ahh day one of classes ( Read more... )

well... i am in vermont ( Read more... )

i guess i should start packing.

another sleepless night

it is 5:55 am
it is amazing outside. nice and chilly. and the contrast of the sky is fucking amazing.
times like this you wonder if there is anyone doing the same thing you are right now..
and then i know.. no one is because i am a weirdo and only i am constantly awake.

anyways.. kim and binki are here.. sleepover<3 ( Read more... )