i feel like everyone i've met wants me to make them happy. they see me smile all the time or they hear me laugh at everything and think that i'm some girl who's got her shit together ( Read more... )

hunh.

ponderous thoughts:

would YOU be ok if HE smooched someone else?
DO you want to do that with the rest of your life?
should you have icecream NOW or wait until later?

so uh yeah.whew! what an interesting? while its been since last update. not that its actually like widely read. like two people, but hey. mostly i do it for myself anywayaayaya ( Read more... )

i hate money. i feel like i've misappropriate my funds incredibly badly. and nowww...im broke. thank god for cash pay days every saturday. only not so much anymore since i quit and my new job sitch is a bit in limbo. liiike im not sure if i really have one or not ( Read more... )

i am a belligerent drunk.

the end.

and a liar. but only about important things that can potentially fuck up my pride *like i have any of THAT left*. you are never obligated to tell someone how you really honestly feel when you're inebriated. it's a rule.

i didn't go to sleep last night. i fell asleep at 6:30 pm (sad, but so awfully true) and woke up at 9:00. then, i did some crunches. and then ate which negated the crunches. but whatevah. and then before i knew it, it was like 1 AM, so i was like perhaps i won't sleep tonight. so i didn't. instead i made my first EVER cup o' tea. actually, if we're ( Read more... )

i dislike girls. although i count a small handful as some of my favorite people, as a whole, i dislike the gender. they are, on most ocassions, bitches who would sell out on you at the drop of a dime, either for attention, boys, or something else thats pretty lame. Or, they player hate. haha not literally, but i like the term. they talk shit on you ( Read more... )

everyones all growed up. except fo lil ol shellie ( Read more... )

alcohol is such an aphrodisiac and this is a horrible horrible thing. becuase heres why ( Read more... )

WARNING:: this is going to be long because A) im bored and B) it seems like everyone near and dear to me who i would normally vent to has evacuated the immediate vicinity (Europe mostly and the shore as well) and has left me to type my heartwrenching emotions to the computer ( Read more... )