im "dysfuntional"

heard that word a lot yesterday

off to another shink

crap

ew

whatever

i have nightmares

how do you go from perfect to not

sucks

well today towards the end i was in a tremendous amount of pain ( Read more... )

my boyfriend is in town. he is better then you ( Read more... )

im reading a book called CRANK

wtf was that

i like how much i day dream... how its what gets me through my days... i like how one of the few people i truely love, is in pain and i cannot help... and how i want so bad to finish things that i never will... i like how im determined to prove everyone wrong ( Read more... )

im so confused. why am i such a wreck? i cant bring myself to get outta bed in the morning, i cry myself to sleep, and im only "okay" when im not thinking. this is ridiculous. ive already done this. i dont wanna depend on a boy to make me happy, but hearing his voice makes me feel better. and i am such a screw up... its good that people are ( Read more... )

i like how you think im so dumb and untrustworthy ( Read more... )

secrets make me laugh ( Read more... )