manuel is hosting this party with me.
i am the hostess with the mostest after all.

i hope it turns out amazing, which i know it will!!!


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these friends of mine are divine.

in the day time i had sav,amanda and chris.

then at 2:30 in the morning i have stefan,sandy,brandon,ryan,and fonzo.

:D

i love my crazy drunk friends when they come over and im in my jammies sober and tired.

i saw these yellow skinny jeans i want.
the size was 24 inches.

my jeans are 26inches.

im so fucking close to fitting in those 24 inch jeans

and they were so fuckkiing tiny ha ha

the waist the legs everything

im so happy

well im trying this absurd diet. i lowered my caloric intake from that stupid 2,000+calories to just 1,717 on up days and 343 calories on down days ( Read more... )

i ate at ihop today at 7 in the fucking morning bc alvaro wanted to. damnit ( Read more... )

I've been doing better mentally. No more binges. Slip ups yeah ( Read more... )

..when i was in 10th grade and savannah and I would eat 1 cup of cheerios a day. a coffee cup full of black coffee and we'd always have a fucking water bottle in our hands. We loved our power. We had it all summer. Control started going away and binges were introduced into our lives. What was this? bingeing? ha ha our control fell from our grip. ( Read more... )

well sometimes im amazing and sometimes im a moron ( Read more... )

I'm doing a "2468" diet ( Read more... )

... I don't write in here that much and even when I do it holds nothing substantial. But i've been researching some topics to certain degrees and realization has hit me pretty hard ( Read more... )