Hit the deck, cause baby, illusions of grandeur mean nothing out here.

I wont see you in the ICU.

Today was one of the nicest in a while.
I leave for British Columbia in the morning.

I woke up late, my hands too calloused and my skin too thick.
Vague memories of midnight flash in time to morning sunlight. Wake up not knowing exactly where we are.

& it's so sad that nobody loves you, but I can barely like you.

Sincerely, colder.

We always said it was in the weather, but always knew it was only a matter of time.
Winter ended hard, and it's perfect that my tongue doesn't tie this much.

Wide eyed, and finally good to go. This is the beginning of a series, and what I have is a thank you, and the knowledge that spring will most assuredly get colder first.

So, that's the end of that.
But I'm breathing and it feels great.

So, the "note to self" concept always seemed really stupid to me. Every now and then I think I get it, but just for a second, and I know that's the point. We'll write this one down for safekeeping. It wouldn't hurt to remember this time or those bloodshot eyes. I want to know, what exactly has been moving all this time, because right now it's not ( Read more... )

"We might die from medication, but it sure killed all the pain"

Funny what some people would do to really understand. The morning is designed to pay.

Thanks for all of the sex, and don't pretend I wasn't smoothI've got tunnel vision and we can go to the airport just to get high. You know how lips have a tendency to find each other in the dark. Your words are composed, but your legs tell the story. You're looking up, but you couldn't hide those eyes, not from me. Now we're breathing ( Read more... )

My mom retired today.
When the hell did we all get so fucking old?

Stand in a crowd and numb your senses. It's not midnight yet; so don't worry cause they'll be here. I'll tell you story about aspiration ( Read more... )