Seems like everyone had a great time at Summerdance save a few. I didn't. I'm kinda glad it's over. I'm glad to be done with the superficiality of seeing some people
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At Summerdance, I tend to run into the people I went to HS and raved with...I never made a positive splash in the MR circle, so for me, there aren't many people I feel obliged to chit chat with in the first place. But you, Mr. Friendly...I would imagine your story is different. ;) The price one pays for being nice...
Honestly, I haven't made a splash with the MR kids either. I'm just the lowly dance mod and don't care to post all the time or comment on peoples pictures to tell them how "cute" they are. I just keep to myself and go out to have fun... not be all "Hey are you so-and-so from MR?" That might have been me a few years back....
It's not even chitchatting... just hello hugs then move on. I try to be friendly and give a warm hello, but that shrivels out quickly after and the awkwardness begins. That's when I disappear.
I wonder where this awkardness comes from. Is it merely the reality that there is not enough groundwork to stand on after the hello? I don't know...that's what it would be like for me to run into someone I went to HS with. You say hello because you and this other person shared a few moments in the past, and that at least seems worthy of a hello, but little more. That doesn't have to be a bad thing. Better than holding an entire conversation of empty promises, no?
funny how that works isnt it? You go out of the loop for a little bit and all of a sudden it sliek you gotta start all over. Fuck that shit, i just say ostracize everyoen from the get-go. then you got nothin to worry about.
I miss the hell outta SoCal. As much as I miss the few people I actually spent quality time with in Chicago, it feels great to go out and not have to run into someon I know EVERYWHERE I go. Or being dragged into some BS convo when someone sees me. Btw, I maybe headed out to chicago for a weekend. No sure exactly when, but I will hit you up.
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It's not even chitchatting... just hello hugs then move on. I try to be friendly and give a warm hello, but that shrivels out quickly after and the awkwardness begins. That's when I disappear.
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But when you see someone fairly frequently and all you can muster is a hello, hug, and nothing much more... it seems almost empty.
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