it is 2:28 on friday night and i am tired with a belly full of my last meal and last night of martinis at woody's as a resident of philadelphia. i don't particularly know why i am writing this on live journal other than that i can not fall asleep and friendster is boring. writing cover letters to potential employers at 2 am is a bit weird and i ( Read more... )

this past weekend was spent at hampshire. drunk. and hating myself enough to talk about my hair in every sentence. yes, i am completly self absorbed. i know you already knew that. i have no visceral experiences to real life activity. war and other events and unnecessary massacres no longer phase me. because what is more important than other ( Read more... )

thusfar i have successfully not had any drunk sex as per my new years rez. and i have sworn off boys who have no common sense. last night my boundaries were majorly crossed for the last time ( Read more... )

i haven't updated in oh so long ( Read more... )

it's time to get my shit together. jason's visit was intense and scary. i am suffering from a terrible case of internalized transphobia, someone help. love, pony

i feel so dumpy today. i am totally still sick. new years eve and new years day were just my drunken break from feeling like complete poop. now i feel like i drop 8 hits of liquid acid 42 hours ago and i am coming off the worst trip ever. my body is tired and my head is fuzzy. i have a glossed over faraway look in my eyes. i feel like i haven ( Read more... )

no more drunk sex ( Read more... )

because i am neurotic. i decided today to be healthier. then i just ate lots of gummies that are bad for my teeth. i got a new bike cap in the mail. it is pretty. i like it alot ( Read more... )

a beautiful product of industry ( Read more... )

i realize things often. possibly evertime i take a deep breath ( Read more... )