wow i can't really describe how i am right now. but all the negative energies in my emotions are a direct result of other people's moods. it just infuriates me that nothing is right for them and they spend a large portion of their life pouring out sorrow. i'm disappointed that they don't try harder to focus on the good things in life, i'm mad @ the ( Read more... )

yea tht right there is so my life story, i'm afraid to let go. wht's the point of things if they have to end? i really am having a hard time w/tht lately. i wish i could explain it better. o i'll try, this r the next two lines ( Read more... )

These are from The Second Summer of the Sisterhood by Ann Brashares ( Read more... )

ok so i finally got me a gretestjournal. let me know if u wanna know wht it is. it really sux so far cuz i can't change anything. i'll prob still write here mostly. but yea wht can ya say

oh drat the sound isnt a song i forgot it should be.....

so this should have gone before my last update as it is all about my 3am phone call from travis and gary. tht was some mad good times. ive never talked about such odd things. well ok i dont really remember any of the really odd ones. i mean i remember skylie the new dog. i remember all the begging & coaxing 4 me 2 get up there. & i remember talking ( Read more... )

first off i'm sorry to those i mistreated today. only right now im i actually dont really care. yea i just feel like it ( Read more... )

yesterday was the beach. yay 4 beaches. yay 4 swimming. i wish i lived on an ocean. or @ least a clean lake/pond ( Read more... )

i fucked up. i honestly did. i wish i could see that even more cuz right now i still have no regret for what i've done. i did realize that i did what someone else did to me, something that hurt me very deeply and if it wasn't hurt it was extreme rage i felt. it was betrayal. pure and simple. and for reasons, superficial and very true as well, i ( Read more... )

pinatachicka8329: so zak, 2day was a one time kinda deal right?
Steyer69420: i d k
pinatachicka8329: well....... wht next
Steyer69420: idk
Steyer69420: i g2g
Steyer69420 signed off at 12:18:35 AM.