hey
i kno i dont update enough 4 you
so call me

i think i just wrote i love you
i think i just told you "you were my first" before i even realized it
realized it
i think i lie
i think every lie holds a hint of truth
i always did

life has been really good lately but whenever im truly happy i convince myself that somethings missing ( Read more... )

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ( Read more... )

this ones for that guy
and this is for the other
i must confess i like you both
but i love another better

here i am sitting on my computer at 6 o'clock in the evening. i have now been awake 4 12 hours a feat that hasn't been accomplished in about 3 months. even though i swear that the last day of 10th grade was yesterday. seriously, summer was so frickin frillin short ( Read more... )

grab a book, turn to page 18 and read line 4..what does it say ( Read more... )

wow it's times like these when you really wonder why your life is the way it is. and where normalicity is. yea im just catching up on my online time by talking to a guy who's s/n means "jiz and insanely awsome orgazm". i worry. then i realize i truly don't care ( Read more... )

i haven't writted in forever! ahh crayz. but i figured out tht i really dneed to write in this thinger cuz otherwise i have no idea whts going on in my life, woah its like i don't even exist. maybe i have some dependency issues? yea but i think i need 2 tell of these last 9 days otherwise they will be erased from my memory and tht would be a ( Read more... )

today is my brother's berfday and i don't want to ruin it by having such an angry entry. yay for goodness