sometimes i feel like i'm losing it.
sometimes i feel like i've lost it already.

and sometimes i feel like i've got nothing to lose -
till then, i can only hope.

"a sleep away you and i are
not long for each others arms
to embrace on a Feb 14"

j.g.

my friend josh wrote this and it's beautiful.
i stole it off of his facebook and i hope he doesn't mind!

"dear saint anthony,
something is lost and can't be found
something i lost and i can't find
something i can't find
something i lost
dear saint anthony."

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angel!: if there wer a place that we didn't know of, and there, on some unsayble carpet, lovers displayed
what they could never bring to mastery here--the bold exploits of their high flying hearts,
their towers of pleasure, their ladders
that have long since been standing where there was no ground, leaning
just on each other, trembling -- and could ( Read more... )

to do list for tomorry

8am spanish
10:00-11:15am Intro To Ashtanga [[yes i am excited about yoga]]
go to wake tech to sell back some books and buy my ethics book
go to target/office max for schooool supplies
work to make the maaad money to pay off the work i just had done on my car
ps i hate potholes
go to ulta to get some shampoo and the such
see the boy ( Read more... )

every time i looked at the picture i thought how i should have kissed her, so finally i hid it in the attic & i wonder if it's still there with us both so young & her waiting to be kissed.

new years resoloutions throughout the years
2003
# 1 - To stop biting my nails. it's a habit i've had since i was young, and it's time i broke it.
# 2 - To achieve perfection. i'm not quite sure yet what that means, but i'm gonna find it this year. or so i hope.
# 3 - To lose a few pounds. i really want to eat healthier. and start running. that would ( Read more... )

music i would like to listen to more / download
Ellen Allien & Apparat
M. Ward
Camera Obscura
We Are the Pipettes*
Sonic Youth
Tapes 'n Tapes*
Fujiya & Miyagi
Brightblack Morning Light
Herbert*
Mission of Burma*
Lupe Fiasco [[pretty sweet hip hop]]
Danielson
Lily Allen

questions of untold time