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I love my babies.
So i LOVE my babies, but this cold weather makes me so sad. Im reminded of how excited we were this time last year, and then how by February that excitment devolved into 3 months of terror. I'm going to ask to up the PPD meds. I just cant handle the stupid flashbacks and nightmares. But otherwise, i am in love with my sons. I love being a mom.
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how is it only 2:30 pm
I want to update about what the situation really is, but I'm waiting for a consult from the hospitals neo natologists, and another ultrasound scan from the high risk doctor (perinatologist). Neither can say what time it will be that they grace me with their presence. At least the high risk doc said sometime after her office hours. The neonatologist ( Read more... ) -
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Fuck
The damn dogs ate our garbage corn cobs from tonight's dinner. Now, from reading everything online about this, I am scared to death. For tonight I'm going to try to keep an eye on them and they sleep right next to me so I should hear any signs of distress. Tomorrow I'll call the vet for further instruction. I'm not as worried about Windsor because ( Read more... ) -
X posted from facebook. My two cents.
For what it’s worth, here is my breakdown/overview of the Windsor case, and what it means. I didn’t do this for Hollingsworth because it’s pretty straightforward. (Generally all that came out of that case is that marriage is again legal in California. It also made some weird points about one’s ability to bring a case before the federal courts ( ( Read more... ) -
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I'm in pain from Endo today, and as usual my nervous system throws a temper tantrum. Yay for autnomic disorder fun. So my evening included having an epic episode in which I passed out, hit my head on the bathroom sink, and busted up my arm and knee. Imma look classy tomorrow with all my bruises. I'm seriously over losing consciousness. -
for realsies I thought I failed
I PASSED THE MOTHER F-ING ILLINOIS BAR EXAM ( Read more... ) -
My body is teenage drama
This is that time of the month where body is like "OMg endo pain from HELL" and decides to shut the fuck down. I really wish my heart could handle pain because it would be really great to be able climb stairs, brush my teeth, and do other normal life activities without passing out. It's like I'm in the middle of a nasty love triangle because my ( Read more... ) -
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Tomorrow I will have more to post... but here be my gratitude for the day ( Read more... ) -
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I'm pretty sure what I hate about this disease the most is that I have absolutely no control over it. BLAH having a painful evening. Not a good start to the new year but I'm hopeful it'll get better. At least I got a run in today. I may be paying for it now but it was nice to breathe fresh air.