Sometimes I wonder where all the people I knew on here in highschool are. I heard one was dead but I don't even remember where I heard that from.

Anyways. If y'all are still reading this... I hope you're alive and doing good?

This was a lot easier 15 years ago.

Ok so I drank way too much coffee today. But I programmed the shit out of three parts in mastercam so the heart palpitations are worth it ( Read more... )

Alright, so I'm kinda thinking of reviving this blog. I just... have got some shit to work through and tumblr doesn't seem the right place. And since like maybe not even three people I know still look at lj, it'll be kinda like just screaming into the void ( Read more... )

I just got a job opportunity at a R&D lab at a university doing destructive testing of cutting edge machining tools. Basically take the stuff engineers come up with and try to break it to see how much it'll take. The only thing cooler would be like working for NASA or something ( Read more... )

Oh hey look, my life has improved. Go team.

Seriously though things are good. Just wanted to document it for posterity :P

Wow. A year almost to the day since I've been here.

Looks like I'm headed back to Ontario for real this time.

I can't stay here for a shitty paying job and an even shittier relationship. He's not even confident he won't cheat on me again. So now I'm 28 and falling back on my parents to send me to school.

It can always be worse I suppose.

freakin' out right now. Heart is pounding. sweating like a motherfucker.

new job. moving. being a permanent parental figure to two kinda fucked up teenagers looming in the distance.

How do I adult? D:

Left the job at value village today. Things were getting progressively shittier and I had already worked there too long. And lo, I called my friend and former boss/coursemate from the navy to see if I could put her down as a reference and it just so happens her landlord builds floating wooden docks and was looking to hire someone. So I start ( Read more... )

I'm glad I stayed.

I feel the need to emphasize that I fucking hate moving. though it appears as though everything will fit in my car with room to spare.

I will miss this place. But...

there's always a but.

But a lot of things.