Am I supposed to be almost married????? I just feel emotionally drained

[myrealife]

Girls this is very short and selected. Because I am not ready to share it all. So if it seams a little "bold" and all that....don't worry! it's not, this was all over a period of time. and as you will guess there are things I have left out. I am just filling you in in the very basics! Forgive me

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[myrealife]

That is fine, I don't really expect you to know what to say...I'm a little at loss for words also. *phew*
But I can't thank you enough for your effort in encouraging me.
Yes I also agree STRONGLY that I should not, if ever rush into this at all.

I'm not sure if I could tell my parents, they probably wouldn't understand...oh I just don't know....*big sigh*

Yes...I'll try to give it all to God! You are such a blessing. It is a relief to know that some one is praying for me and cares.
You don't know how blessed you are to have some one like Jonathan, who loves you and you love him. *oh I envy you so* this has just been completely dumped on me out of the blue. Does every one face things as tough and complicated as this?
Much love to you!
Claudia

[myrealife]

Oh thank you thank you thank you! You have strengthened me with your words. That part about cling to Him, and know He won't allow anything to happen outside of His will for you, That just gave me a burst of strenth and helped me realize that He still sits on the throan and care's for me and all my little matters.
Love you!
Claudia

[songofsummer]

Oh Claudia... I'm sorry you must go through this. I do not believe it would be right for you to marry someone you cannot or do not love, and some of the things you mentioned (like how this young man couldn't keep his hands off of you) make me wonder if he doesn't care about you for wrong reasons and not true love.

Elizabeth is right- God is always there for us. Just keep holding on to Him, and letting Him lead you in to what you must do. Even in the darkest night, He will not forsake you.

Remember we all love you, and are praying for you!

*hugs*

Chantel

[myrealife]

I do not believe it would be right for you to marry someone you cannot or do not love,
I agree with you wholeheartedly.
(like how this young man couldn't keep his hands off of you) make me wonder if he doesn't care about you for wrong reasons and not true love.
I know...but it's so weird I can't figure him out. Like if he really "wanted" me that bad most guys would just try their best to get me and than dump me but most certainly NOT marry me just to "use me"....I'm so distraught!
Even in the darkest night, He will not forsake you.
Oh thank you! The way you put that is so true and beautiful I will hold on to it dear Chantel.
Remember we all love you, and are praying for you!
Thank you thank you thank you all! Your love an prayers are greatly needed.
Much love Claudia