I hear God calling me so strongly every time I draw near to Him. I know He wants to do some powerful things in my life and use me but i keep backing away! I'm so scared! I don't know why! Actually I think I do know why! It's because I'm afraid of others afraid of people, I guess I am what I never wanted to be and are ashamed to admit and that my ( Read more... )

*sigh* why? *laugh* *shrug* *it's an adventure* *giggle* am I crazy? I'm heading out into a big world where I have never been before. Help me i'm scared........kinda! I'm ok! I'll be ok!
*cheers!* this was random! I guess I'm just starting to come to the fact of my reality as the leaving date draws near that I really am going
much love to all

This is about right! "Guys want me but can't have me" isn't it? lol And I did get strait A's in most of my classes when I was at school.
You scored as Smart girl. Guys are sometimes intimidated by your massive smart skills. But thats okay. They think its cool that you care about your future and they like it that your not into the whole "popularity ( Read more... )

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Samuel tried to "officially" propose to me today. Of course I said no and told him why. I said: "Because you just went and talked to my parents before me and had it all "arranged" before even trying to "woo" me or help me love you, and you have been acting like a jerk just going around telling every one that we are getting married." He seamed kind ( Read more... )

Girls this is very short and selected. Because I am not ready to share it all. So if it seams a little "bold" and all that....don't worry! it's not, this was all over a period of time. and as you will guess there are things I have left out. I am just filling you in in the very basics! Forgive me ( Read more... )

Oh my Goodness! *falls over* My life has changed dramatically!

I think I may be getting married! *faints*
*breathing heavily*

myrealife


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