no i dont care that she lied to me...again. i dont care that they ARE infact back together. i dont care if they fuck every night and i am never in her mind. I CARE that i lost my best friend. i care that maybe she was never my friend at all, or she never considered me to really be hers. I care that she has changed SO MUCH for the worse, that I don' ( Read more... )

this is sort of a song/just venting. I'll go home and work more on it ( Read more... )

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i'm back from Virginia. I didn't get into the fire academy. It sucks cuz i was torn about leaving, and now i come back home, and I wanna get as far away from this place as fuckin possible. I don't wanna do anything...except get fucked up. I don't care. I have fun. I'm back to my old ways cuz I've got nothing to gain and nothin to lose.

Matt shipped out to Iraq this morning. I won't see him for anouther 18 months..or..forever. I'm depressed, so leave me alone.

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sometimes..i wanna shoot you in the fuckin head.

there are REALLY hot people everywhere here! it's nice and warm outside, hot people, hot tub, nakedness....beers, smokes, chips, and barbaque.........and it's only 3:48pm.

the only thing you've ever wanted is gonna fuck us up.

i'm gonna burst. this place can no longer confine me. Nor can these thoughs, secrets, or regrets. *snaps fingers* d i s s a p e a r.

no joke..i got this in an e-mail ( Read more... )