my new livejournal name is

lovebreaksdown

I wish it could be different ( Read more... )

I'm going to Wal mart, then i'm coming home, taking a shower, then I'm going to the basketball game at 7. If you need to get a hold of me, my cell phone will be on. So call it. Then, i have a paper to type.
But, for now, i'm gonna make a cd of fight songs.
"I've got a bullet with a name on it"

And that bottle of tylenol is almost gone.
I wish I could sleep without a tylenol pm.
I just can't stop my racing thoughts.

In a dream i wish i had ( Read more... )

Christof3264 (1:47:57 PM): ah ( Read more... )

I DON'T FUCKING CARE IF I HAVE TO DIE ALONE, I'M FUCKING DONE WITH THIS FUCKING LOVE SHIT. IT WILL KILL YOU.

Ah, I just couldn't stop listening to "Down with the sickness". It's like the best mood music. So soothing it is to hear someone scream.
I just don't fucking get it. What is it about me that everyone just throws away. AM I THAT FUCKING WORTHLESS? WHY IS IT THAT HE SAID I WAS SO GREAT AND HERE HE SITS SAYING GOODBYE. GOODBYE JESSICA, YOU SUCK, GO ON

I'm still very confused. I wrote a poem today. I didn't bring it home, or i'd post it. But I didn't, so I suppose it doesn't matter anyways. Nothing ever really matters, does it? Nope, not really. We're all just dumb fuckers walking around in this world that we will never understand ( Read more... )

Sometimes i wonder if i was ment to walk the world alone forever. Perhaps. But, I really do believe he still likes me. I dont know how to feel about it. I'm just toally beyond words.