and yet it's still not good enough

I guess I just have to accept that my ED will always be part of my life. Either fighting it or letting it take over. Either way it'll always be there whispering in my ear.

Him and me got talking. We went out to eat with his Mom and Aunt. And we went to the Reunion Tower to eat. Than afterwards we all went out to the observation deck to look at the city at night. It's beautiful to see the city that high up at night. Anyways, he had said "you know think about it, at some point someone tried to jump from here." or ( Read more... )

This one believes in freedom of speech online. So, I'm sure my site will make it on there. Oh I really hope it does. But only problem is that their not taking any new sites right now. Hopefully they will soon. Thankfully I have a lot of my website saved. But at the same time a lot of it lost. But the most important parts of it I still have. I think ( Read more... )

So my website got deleted. It's a bummer and I'm kinda sad cause all the hard work I put into it. I don't know if I'll start another one. Maybe I will or maybe not. I don't know. Anyways, yeah I'll try to update this thing more often.

One day I'll be ok, I think, I hope, I don't know...................... ....................................

I'm going crazy, that's all.

I know it's been forever since I last updated this. But I'm sure nobody cares. Who really cares.

http://www.eccentrix.com/members/anaschildrens

150 - 360 cals a day, try to keep them 50 to 120 cals per meal, at most 3 meals a day ( Read more... )