So I haven't posted on this journal in about 5 years. I feel like I have lived an entire life in that time. Sometimes I wonder if time moves faster for some people and slower for others. Honestly, I really hope this is the case because change seems to move at a glacial pace in my life. At this rate I'll get married when I'm 40 and have my first ( Read more... )

Fuck getting ditched two Fridays in a row.

That is all.

Kharma is a BITCH.

but this time, not to me :)

I CAN'T FUCKING BELIEVE YOU ( Read more... )

I'm so into you it's not even funny.

I wish I could trust people. Maybe with you I could change that.

I'm so into you.

I can move on and be ok. I promise.

I'm really, deeply sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you, and that is exactly what I did.
It's one of those, "better in the end" kind of things.

I want to call you and tell you everything will be ok, but that won't help. I'm helpless.

I'VE BEEN HAD

AAAAHHHHHH

oh well.

Dear God,

Sorry we haven't talked in so long. It was nice chatting with you today, thanks for the advice.

Today was amazing. Let's do it again

hope hope hope and pray.

I'M TOTALLY STOKED ( Read more... )

So I've begun to change my life. I think it is going to take awhile, but at least I can begin to see how it is down. I've got jobs lined up. I've got a place to stay. I'm playing drumset more. I got good grades last semester. Hopefully more scholarship money next semester ( Read more... )