im beside my rabbit now. it just feels soooo damn good.
we just went home from the beach.

this is life. --the colorful kind.

tastes like candy cane. yum =)

love.
such a vague word.
comes very strong actually, it encompasses everything.
i have been in and out of it for years and so, still i know its something i cant get enough of.
love has always been my hope for despair, that with it, i can conquer everything.

pseudo-relationships as what other people call it is non-existent --atleast for me.
i can strongly ( Read more... )

resolutions resolutions. etc etc.
id rather say: check-list  =)

1. my way of thinking on certain things has changed. -matured.
2. my patience has astonishingly lengthened -i still do not exactly know why.
3. ive never been so laid back -until now. (& crazy for that matter) -i hunger for rest & relaxation =)
4. i dont believe in pseudo-relationships - ( Read more... )

its three days to go before 2007 hits me.

im sort of like making my muni muni lately, just had few realizations lang.

why bother to listen to un-happy people who doesnt have anything else to do but be crabs and pull other people down?
a-ha, that's the worst decision ive made this year so far.
letting them get into me, making them affect my mood, ( Read more... )

Your latest struggle might not be worth the energy you're giving it right now.

oooh. my daily friendster horoscope is playing coincidence here =)
ahaha quite true though, the BITCH isnt worth it.
SHE isnt worth anything anyway. --not even a dirty shoe lace.
tss.

okay now suddenly, im back on the "tolerating mode" again =)
ill pity her nalang.

im waiting for the big bang.
you are merely an acquaintance so obviously i wouldnt sweat losing you.
you are a very particular pathetic two-faced bitch. 
making yourself look good at my expense? screw you.
you see, someone's gonna cry in the end 
--and its not me.

go ahead and push me to the limits.
aaahhh. cant wait for that v-e-r-y lovely day.

someone's ( Read more... )

its obviously pouring cats & dogs out there. and yea, same as magi's sms this morning: rainy days and mondays always get me down (perfectly same here)

i have reasons to smile lately:
passing my cgfns.
my lola and the lechon.
the rabbit that didnt hop away.
shew who never fails to keep in touch.
my crazy dad and his hirits.
the near-christmas ( Read more... )

para sayo:

nakita ko mga pictures nyo. wala akong reaction.
ewan. ampanget sa feeling. tapos pupunta tagaytay? ah. eh galing ka na pala dun eh
sabi ko pa nman sa wala pang memories whatsoever, tapos dun pako nagyaya. tanga ko talaga.
lecheng araw. parang kaya ko pa magtrabaho till next week, walang off --swear.
beer pa nga. ewan. parang ayaw na kita ( Read more... )

i miss melods.

i am in a current dilemma. mortifying that is.

i just want to fly off to palawan. alone.

--
given the chance, id turn back time, made myself less vulnerable, force field's up.
whoever said, breaking up is hard to do, id say growing up is harder.

read: > letting go is the hardest.

i have always have the brink of everything that i wanted to ( Read more... )

its a very very looong story why, but i really do.
im shouting it out loud.. i love december.

you see, its crazy, im crazy, were crazy. all in this crazy world.

im starting to feel christmas-y all over =) yey.
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aside from the cold winds, carols and all the christmas shopping.
i have a very special something this month, YOU. 
my december will always be ( Read more... )