I cant wait to get out of this school and be in college...can wait for adulthood.

I havnt updated in awhile..u know since like christmas. I guess everything has been ok I suppose.
Me and Nick are doing good. I started smoking again...life is still stressing. School has been boo like always I cant wait till its over.
My birthday is coming up soon YAY! I get to get drunk and have a lil get together.
idk what else to say.

So...havnt written in here for a long ass time...not as fun as it use to be. Hmm life could be better right now..but I think I am as happy as ill ever be. I got accepted to Mount Mary...some ppl prolly think it isnt the best biggest or party school ever..but it is good for me. I mean I can still party...its all girls so Ill be more likely studying ( Read more... )

WEll I worked Irish Fest last night with Amber at the strudel house for 12.5 hours. I made$106 which is a good thing cause I really needed it. Im so tired

I know that Ill prolly get yelled at by alotta people for saying this but...
I saw the cutest baby girl today..and I kinda wish I had a baby. Idk just someone for me to love and cherish for the rest of my life. Idk im weird..Ive always loved kids..so I think thats my weak spot. But Im not dumb to fuck my life up.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAYMAN!!

Well my boyfriend..always sometimes finds a way to make things all better...I woke up to a cute sweet letter this mornin..and it made me smile. I love him. I got to spend time with Z yesturday. I feel kinda bad cause at the end I got rather depressed..I was thinking to much.

Im rather d-e-p-r-e-s-s-e-d...alot on my melon

So life has been very stressing and very out there ( Read more... )

It seems like Im loosing everything. I went to my grannys funeral...it was horrible. Im sure no one knows what she meant to me or who she was to me but she played a big role in my life and she meant alot to me. When my mom couldnt take care of me and had to work non stop to care of the both of us and had to go to school to make something of herself ( Read more... )

My Granny died last night. Im devistated and hurt beyond belief. She raised me and now she is gone. I loved her so much and I blame myself for not seeing her. I was up this mornin at 4 when my mom find out crying at the top of my lungs..idk what to do she meant so much to me.