i didn't really figure there was anything to write about that i haven't already said a million times before, but lately i have two thoughts always on my mind, one being my relationships (or "relationships" as i sometimes think) with my friends. i know i've never been good at making AND keeping friends but between some things being my fault and some ( Read more... )

it's amazing how much life can completely change unexpectedly in the span of a day...

this is for jason who tells me i never update this thing. i've been thinking a lot lately about why i'm so stressed out all the time and i've always contributed it to other people driving me nuts and blaming them completely. as it turns out, my problem is that i can't take no for an answer. my mom tells me she isn't giving me fistfuls of money to ( Read more... )

i got sick of seeing the last entry every time i opened up my lj. so i'm posting another one. don't really have too much to say. megan came home so i went in her hot tub after work tonight. the fun has officially started since she is here. ummm, lets see. went to dave and busters with amber, tanner and their friend chris last night to watch the ( Read more... )

Dear Kris,

You're a huge flake.

Love,

Nicole

that is all...

my birthday turned out a success, yesterday was awesome. first, eric and i went out for lunch. then after re covering from that, the fam took me out for dinner and drinks followed by cookie monster cake at my house with a huuuuge martini. i have pictures of that which might end up on here later. then i sat down to watch the pistons for awhile and ( Read more... )

i am now officially old. how do you like that?

my mom bought me a laptop for my birthday!!! i got an email saying she bought a laptop for $1700 and i'm not even supposed to about this yet. thats what she gets for using my email address-i get all her mail before she does. this is TOTALLY SWEET

random thoughts for the week ( Read more... )

work was absolute hell today. i've decided i'm never working a double two days in a row again. in other news, i find it interesting how my mom is well aware of the fact that i cannot stand her boyfriend, yet complains to me that i never come visit her when he is at her house every fucking waking minute of every day. it's absolutely absurd. i hope ( Read more... )