so my friend mike suggests this book to me. i have no clue what it is so i decide to go to the library and check it out. i type in the title and it comes up with this huuuuuuge list of self help books. needless to say, i went home without the book. does this mean i've really gone off the deep end?

i've been waiting to say that since summer ended last year. spring always seems to make me happy, no matter what is going on in life, but in this case, everything is good right now. school will be over in less than a month, and megan is coming home for the weekend this weekend. i'm so excited to see her, it's been wayyyy too long (well ok, so it's ( Read more... )

kicked another design test's ass today. then i got my project back and i got extra credit just for turning it in on time, even though it wasn't even finished. almost time for sleeping through art history class again.i hope everyone out there in cyber-land is having an excellent day.

what do you do when you find yourself in a familiar situation that you keep hoping will go your way and it never seems to? what do you do when you find someone you think you can really like, someone who you compare everyone else to, and they just seem so much better, and it seems you can't be with them? what do you do when you try so hard to make ( Read more... )

life is pretty fucking sweet right now, if i do say so myself...

i didn't know it was possible to cry in your sleep but i woke up crying this morning, after actually remembering one of my dreams for once. i dreamed my best friend stole my boyfriend (yes i know i don't have one, but i did in the dream, and it was someone i know so that made it even more odd) and we got in a screaming fight and she's no longer my ( Read more... )

maybe i don't need friends anymore. maybe i'm ok on my own. i need to move to a new state, change my name, and start over.

i dropped my monday design class. this could possibly mean more spare time. sweet

i bet my day was way more exciting than yours. after waking up sick and driving in the shitty weather to make $20 at work,i got home to find that my brother had left the house and locked me out. so i ended up in the snow in the back yard trying to climb up a balcony and losing a shoe, filling my socks with ice and snow. after a half hour of that, i ( Read more... )

i think i just got over 100% on my interior design test. WHO'S COOL NOW?!?!?