Humility is something that I have a problem with. Somewhere along the line I associated humility with mediocrity. Workwise and probably in my life I have also thought that if I wasn't pumping myself or my reputation that I was selling myself short and condemning myself to a mediocre life. I remember talking to another musician who told me "You ( Read more... )

I always fall for the wrong girl.....every single time. I'm very prepared to be single forever. I'm so tired of the b/s. complain complain complain. A female friend one time was critizing my sometimes promiscous ways, but I only do it to fill the emptiness I have in the relationship dept. Some girls you date, other you just sleep with. I've slept ( Read more... )

You know I didn't even realize that it was Father's Day until someone mentioned it last weekend. I guess I just don't pay attention. I usually don't realize it's Mother's Day until a few days before. So ever since than I've had all these thoughts and memories swirling around my head and as much as I try and push it back I just can't. So here's an ( Read more... )

So I got some good news the other day. Well I shouldn't actually call it good news, but it made me smile. If you look back about a year and change ago you'll read me complaining about work. Well that complaining was due a douche bag named Dennis. This guy used to ride me like a man on a stolen house. He was consistantly nasty to me and really made ( Read more... )

So I think I'm probably the king of "great" ideas. I get this idea in my head and usually follow through with it after much thought and self evalulation. What happens next is usually more than I anticipate and never works out quite like I imagined. Now sometimes this is a blessing in disguise and other times it teeters near complete failure ( Read more... )

A conversation I had the other night kind of spark this thought. You're gonna have to read through a little complaining before getting to the good stuff ( Read more... )

I've never really been much of a christmas person. I've always thought it was pretty weak that everyone takes a month out of the year to pretend like the last 11 didn't happen. All of sudden the people you could not stand before thanksgiving are A-OK because it's christmas. I've just never really been a holiday person. When I was kid getting new ( Read more... )

First off before I even get started complaining about my day I would like point out that I am in fact on AOL dial up internet.....yes like 1995 all over again. Apparently South Jersey isn't really hip to the wireless thing so there's no good signal for me to jack. Although I will say that it may have taken 10 years, but I did not get a busy signal ( Read more... )

You know I sometimes sit and wonder if I'm the only one in the world that ponders the things I do.....I swear it ranks on unhealthy sometimes ( Read more... )

I'd like to think pretty happy guy most of the time, but no matter how happy I am, or how happy I act, I always have this akward feeling that I don't belong. I'm lucky to have a lot of friends and some really good ones at that, but I always feel like I'm the outsider. I also feel like I'm not a core guy in the group.....like I'm cool to chill with ( Read more... )