Yes, this is Brittanni. I'm now 24 yrs. old and haven't posted in 8 years..wow that's so crazy. I look back at this journal and am actually happy that I can look back on the 14 yr. old girl who was so lost, holding on for dear life just trying to make it through the day. It's really sad and I can still feel the pain as I read the words I wrote that ( Read more... )

When people die.
They take a piece of us with them.
And holes in clouds are minutes passing.
Rescind this line and several ties.
The skyline unfolds into explanation.Today would be me and dave's one year. It's crazy to think that I haven't seen or spoke to him in 9 months. I've really proved to myself how strong of a person I really am because when ( Read more... )

       
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I really feel 100% better about everything.

this is a new beginning

and let me just say I really love judgmental people because that really makes this world such a beautiful place.

I just found out that Dave's parents read my journal. If you're reading this I think what you did to your son is something I won't ever forget. He didn't deserve this..he wasn't a bad person..he was like any other typical teenager. Staying out a little past curfew, smoking weed occasionally. That's really all I can think of that he actually did. I ( Read more... )

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And they say bad habits
die hard
but i say sometimes bad habits
never die at all.

we are all damaged.

alive...but barely.