have you ever had one of those years..where you wish you could start over and change everything? i've had one of those nights or weeks or of course just one of those conversations that i wish i could take back or change. but as of right about now last year is when i wish i could start over from. i can seriously probably count on one hand how many ( Read more... )

i'm scared to let go of you. i don't want to even though i probably should. you seem to have been the best and worst thing that has ever happened to me. and i know everyone has probably felt that way at some point about someone but it is a first for me. and i don't want to lose you, although i'm not really hanging onto much here. and it seems like ( Read more... )

im hungryyyy. i just got on here while i was checking my email to look at old pictures and stuff and now i'm embarrassed. geez, kirstie...we used to be really ugly. and my hair has had some really bad times. and my eyebrows have been pretty insane. and i had quite a bit of chub at times. i guess i should give us a little slack because we were like ( Read more... )

so my wisdom teeth were taken out yesterday. it was one of the scariest things ever. after the x-rays and the woman talking to me about it telling me i had four and they were all under the tissue i started crying. i cried until the doctor came in and then cried a little more. i felt stupid but i was so scared of pain that i couldn't help it. but ( Read more... )

i just want to take a road trip and drive and drive away from here for a little while. but the sad thing is i want to take you with me and i cant..

i'm scared of what is going to happen in the future. and i'm scared of how i feel now. i just wish things were never complicated and people never made mistakes.

i'm bored and actually not tired for the first time in forever. so i have no clue what to do because lisa is taking a nap. school is pretty much finished today for me and that is quite exciting. maybe i will go pick up my paycheck.

In a few hours we are going to orlando for doug's show. i hope we have fun tonight. it's just me and jess. i'm sure it will be fun. i can't wait to see joe. haha. he's so adorable. i'm so retarded.
anyways, i'm bored and just sitting around on the computer. something i never do anymore. it's such a waste of time. sleeping is so much better :)


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christmas is almost here. i already opened my presents...from my mom at least. i'm excited to see the little things i get from friends still though. and i'm excited to have our christmas party that i guess we are having on christmas night. so i hope that happens. it will be fun ( Read more... )

well chad threw a really awesome halloween party. i had a lot of fun and the decorations were great. the time change made it even better because we gained an extra hour to party. haha ( Read more... )